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  Contents

  About the Book

  About the Author

  Also by Lily Baxter

  Title Page

  Dedication

  Chapter One

  Chapter Two

  Chapter Three

  Chapter Four

  Chapter Five

  Chapter Six

  Chapter Seven

  Chapter Eight

  Chapter Nine

  Chapter Ten

  Chapter Eleven

  Chapter Twelve

  Chapter Thirteen

  Chapter Fourteen

  Chapter Fifteen

  Chapter Sixteen

  Chapter Seventeen

  Chapter Eighteen

  Chapter Nineteen

  Chapter Twenty

  Chapter Twenty-One

  Chapter Twenty-Two

  Chapter Twenty-Three

  Copyright

  About the Book

  When her home is destroyed in a bombing raid over London, Miranda Beddoes is forced to take refuge with her grandparents down on the Dorset coast. With both her parents doing their duty for king and country, Miranda longs to do the same. She joins the WAAF and is soon working hard to help win the war.

  Despite her determination to dedicate herself to her work, Miranda falls for charismatic fighter pilot Gil Maddern – a man known for his recklessness and passion for flying. As the battle rages in the skies above them and she learns that Gil’s plane has been hit, it is only the friendship of her fellow girls in blue that keeps Miranda going as she waits for news …

  About the Author

  Lily Baxter lives in Dorset. She is the author of Poppy’s War, We’ll Meet Again and Spitfire Girl. She also writes under the name of Dilly Court.

  Also by Lily Baxter

  Poppy’s War

  We’ll Meet Again

  Spitfire Girl

  For Janet and John

  Chapter One

  East London, Summer 1940

  THE AIR RAID siren wailed its terrifying warning, shattering the peace of what had been a glorious summer day in the leafy east London suburb. Miranda had been making her way home from secretarial college and had just reached the spot on the common where a lone tree, reputedly killed by a lightning strike years ago, pointed its stark branches at the cloudless sky. She came to a sudden halt, wondering if this was yet another false alarm, but the drone of an approaching aircraft engine made her look up. Shielding her eyes from the sunlight she spotted a single plane, flying low and seeming to skim the rooftops in the street where she lived. At first she thought it must be an RAF plane returning to one of the nearby airfields, but then a reverberating boom made the ground shake beneath her feet and clouds of dust and smoke billowed into the air. The thunderous noise went on and on, ricocheting off the tall elms and oaks that separated the rows of detached houses from the common land, and having done its worst the enemy aircraft soared upwards and away to the east.

  Miranda watched it with a feeling of unreality. This must be a nightmare: at any moment now she would wake up and find her mother shaking her and telling her to get up or she would be late and miss her bus to college. But gradually the ground stopped moving and the sound of falling masonry ceased, leaving the world around her deathly quiet. Even the birds had stopped singing. Then the breathless silence was broken and she could hear people shouting and screaming for help. She broke into a run, teetering on her high heels as she raced across the tussocky grass to the footpath that led through the thicket of hawthorn bushes to Linden Avenue and home.

  Nothing could have prepared her for the sight that met her eyes as she emerged from the cool shade into the heat and choking brick dust. Several houses had been completely demolished by the German bombs and those left standing were badly damaged. Her hand flew to her mouth, stifling a cry of horror as she realised that her home had not been spared. Moving like a sleepwalker, she threaded her way through the crowds of shocked neighbours who had emerged from their Anderson shelters to inspect the damage. The all clear rang out, but it was hardly a joyous sound.

  ‘Don’t go in there, love.’ Mr Walker, one of the local ARP wardens, grabbed her by the arm as she was about to open the garden gate. ‘The roof’s gone and the whole lot might come down at any minute.’

  Miranda stared at him dazedly. ‘But it’s where I live.’

  He patted her on the shoulder. ‘Not now, it ain’t, ducks.’ He frowned. ‘Was anyone at home?’

  ‘No. My father is in the army and Maman works in London.’

  ‘So she does,’ he said with a knowing smile. ‘The missis told me about her. French lady, ain’t she? Works as a secretary in the War Office.’

  ‘That’s right, and I must go indoors and telephone her. I need to tell her what’s happened. It’s too awful for words.’

  Sucking in air through clenched teeth, he shook his head. ‘My orders are clear, miss. I have to direct you to an emergency shelter where the ladies of the WVS will look after you. A nice hot cuppa will make you feel better. You’ve had a nasty shock.’ He took her by the shoulders and spun her round to face a middle-aged woman wearing a WVS uniform and badge. ‘Will you take this young person to the shelter, Mrs Jenkins?’ He lowered his voice. ‘I daresay it’s a case of shock.’

  Mrs Jenkins put her arm around Miranda, smiling gently. ‘There, there, my dear. Come with me and we’ll look after you.’

  Miranda broke away from her, frowning. ‘Thank you, but I’m not in shock. I’m hopping mad with the wretch who dropped his bombs on our house, and I want to go inside and telephone my mother. She must be told.’

  ‘Of course she must, dear. But there are procedures to follow. You can phone from the church hall, which is where we’ve set up our emergency shelter.’ Mrs Jenkins beamed at her, but there was a steely glint in her myopic blue eyes and a determined set to her jaw.

  Realising that it was useless to protest, Miranda allowed herself to be led like a child to the church hall where another woman gave her a mug of hot, sweet tea and a digestive biscuit. There were several of her neighbours already seated at small tables drinking tea, smoking cigarettes and talking in hushed voices. Colonel Bullwinkle marched in with his bulldog on its lead. ‘I will not tie Buller up outside, madam,’ he said in a loud voice. ‘I didn’t fight in the Great War to be told I can’t bring my dog into the church hall by an officious busybody.’

  ‘But, Colonel, animals are not allowed in here. If we break the rule for one we would have to do the same for everybody.’

  ‘Pish-tush, woman. Buller is as well behaved as any properly brought up child, and probably more so. We’ve just escaped death by inches thanks to that Jerry swine, and I want a cup of tea and a bowl of water for my dog. Surely that’s not too much to ask?’

  The woman sent a pleading look to Mrs Jenkins, who left Miranda’s side and hurried over to placate the irate gentleman. Miranda had known Colonel Bullwinkle since she was a small girl, and she knew who would win this particular battle and it would not be the ladies of the WVS. She took the opportunity to slip out through the side entrance and made her way home. Mr Walker was fully occupied marshalling the Fowler family with their seven unruly children from their house which, although untouched, was next door to Dr Herriot’s house, which had been razed to the ground. Luckily the doctor and his wife were away on holiday. Miranda knew this for a fact as she had been given the back door key so that she could get into the house and water Mrs Herriot’s collection of indoor plants. There would, she thought sadly, be no need to do that now.

  She opened the gate and ran down the path, pausing to glance up at the chimney stack which stood alone in the gaping hole where the roof had once been. She let herself into the house and closed the door behind her. Apart from t
he thick layer of dust and rubble which covered everything, the ground floor appeared to have escaped the worst of the blast. She picked up the telephone receiver and was amazed to find that it was still connected to the exchange. She dialled the number and asked to be put through to her mother’s office. She had been calm until now and feeling slightly detached from everything that was going on around her, but the sound of her mother’s melodious voice with the charming lilt of a French accent that she had never quite lost, brought tears to her eyes. ‘Maman, I don’t know how to tell you this, but our house has been bombed and it’s in ruins. You must come home right away.’

  ‘Oh, mon Dieu! Where are you now, Miranda?’

  ‘I’m at home, but we haven’t got a roof and everything is in a terrible mess. I don’t know what to do.’

  ‘You must get out of there. It doesn’t sound safe.’

  ‘But all our things are here, Maman.’

  ‘I’m coming home. I’ll be there as soon as possible. Go to one of the neighbours and wait for me there. The colonel will take you in, I’m sure.’

  ‘His house is nothing but a pile of rubble, and the Herriots’ too.’

  ‘Merde.’

  A bubble of hysterical laughter rose in Miranda’s throat. Her mother always lapsed into French whenever her emotions got the better of her, but she rarely swore. ‘It’s all right, Maman. I’ll go to Miss Sharkey’s house. I’m sure she could do with the company.’

  ‘I’ll be with you as quickly as possible. Please leave the house immediately, Miranda.’

  ‘Yes. Don’t worry.’ Miranda replaced the receiver but instead of following her mother’s instructions she made her way upstairs, taking each step slowly and carefully. She had no intention of bringing the rest of the house down around her ears but she was not going to leave without salvaging at least a change of clothing.

  She reached the landing without mishap, but it was strange to look up at what had once been the ceiling and see nothing but blue sky with a few puffy white clouds scudding overhead. She went to her bedroom and gasped in horror at the sight of the plaster, tiles and fragments of brick that covered her bed and littered the floor, but to her surprise and delight the wardrobe placed against the chimney breast had survived intact. She lifted two suitcases from the top and brushed the dust off with her gloved hand, sighing with relief to see that they were dented but not seriously damaged. She opened the wardrobe door and began ripping garments off their hangers. She tossed them into the cases, throwing shoes on top of dresses, handbags and hats. Her underwear was in the deep drawer at the base of the old-fashioned Edwardian piece of furniture and she gathered up an armful of slips, bras and panties. Even as she worked small pieces of tile and rubble had begun to slide off a small section of the roof attached to the chimney stack. Fearing the worst, she slammed the lids on the cases and headed for the stairs, but she hesitated, wondering if she dared risk going into her mother’s room to see if there was anything she could save. She could hear ominous cracking sounds coming from the brickwork but she was determined to salvage something for her mother. Dropping her cases on the carpet she crossed the landing to her parents’ room, but a rafter had fallen across the doorway and part of the outer wall had collapsed onto the bed. She felt the floor beginning to shake and she reached in to grab a photo of her father from the chest nearest the door. Tucking it into her pocket she managed to reach the top of the stairs just as a deep-throated rumble preceded the crash of several chimney pots tumbling into the room she had just vacated. She hurried downstairs, hefting her heavy cases, and just made it out of the house before the chimney stack toppled into what had been her bedroom with a thunderous clatter of bricks and cement.

  She put the cases down and turned slowly to stare at the wreckage of the detached suburban villa that had been her home since she started kindergarten. Before that she had only vague memories of living in married quarters abroad, but this was where she had spent her formative years and it felt as though part of her life had been destroyed by a single act of violence. She lifted her hand to dash a smut from the tip of her nose and saw that her white gloves were blackened and torn. Maman had always insisted that young ladies wore gloves when they went out, and now hers were ruined. It was such a little thing compared to the loss of their home, but it seemed like the end of the world. Tears flowed down her cheeks and she slumped down on one of the suitcases, burying her face in her hands.

  Someone tapped her on the shoulder and Miranda looked up to see Miss Sharkey’s anxious face. ‘Your mother rang me, dear. She wants you to come to my house and wait for her.’

  Miranda stared at her blankly. ‘It’s all gone, Miss Sharkey. Everything we had is gone.’

  Miss Sharkey helped her to her feet. ‘Not everything, Miranda. You are still alive and well and your mother is on her way home. When it comes down to it, my dear, things are just material objects that can be replaced. With people it’s a different matter altogether.’

  Miranda sniffed and wiped her hand across her eyes. ‘I suppose you’re right.’

  ‘I am. Now come with me and we’ll put the kettle on and have a nice cup of tea.’

  ‘Thank you, Miss Sharkey.’ Miranda had to stifle the desire to laugh hysterically. Why did people think that a cup of tea would put everything right? She picked up her cases and followed Miss Sharkey to her house three doors along the road.

  ‘Thank you. A cup of tea would be lovely.’ Jeanne Beddoes smiled and waited until their neighbour had left the sitting room. ‘Even after all these years I can’t quite get used to the English and their love of tea.’ She sat down on the sofa next to Miranda and patted her hand. ‘Are you all right, chérie?’

  ‘I am now, Maman. I’m afraid I let myself down a bit earlier and cried like a baby.’

  ‘You are still my baby, chérie. Even if you are nineteen and almost a woman, you will always be my little girl.’

  Something in her mother’s tone made Miranda suddenly alert. ‘There’s something you’re not telling me. What is it?’

  Jeanne reached for her handbag and took out a silver case. She opened it and selected a cigarette. ‘Your father gave me this for my twenty-first birthday,’ she said with a wistful look in her dark eyes. ‘You were just a baby then, not quite a year old.’

  ‘Maman, if there’s something you have to tell me, please do it before Miss Sharkey comes back with yet another tray of tea.’

  Jeanne fished in her bag for a lighter and lit her cigarette. ‘It had to be today,’ she mused softly. ‘The wretched German had to drop his bomb on our house at a time when I had something important to tell you.’

  ‘Just say it, Maman. Don’t keep me in suspense.’

  Jeanne stared down at the smouldering tip of her cigarette, avoiding her daughter’s gaze. ‘I have to go away, chérie. Because I am French I’ve been selected for a training course. It’s top secret so I can’t tell you any more.’

  ‘But you’re just a secretary. Surely you can’t need more training to do your job.’

  ‘This will be more than just being a secretary, Miranda. My boss is heavily involved in starting up a top secret organisation, and I’m going to be one of the first operatives. That’s all I can tell you.’

  Miranda stared at her in amazement. ‘They want you because you speak French?’

  ‘That’s right.’

  ‘You’re going to be a spy?’

  Jeanne laid her finger on her lips. ‘You must never tell anyone, and you mustn’t discuss it with your grandparents. You never know who might be listening.’

  ‘What are you saying, Maman?’

  ‘After you rang me today and told me about the house I telephoned Grandpa Beddoes.’ Jeanne rose to her feet, and taking a last drag on her cigarette, tossed it out of the open window onto a crazy paving path. She turned slowly to face her daughter. ‘My course starts tomorrow, and now that the house is gone I’m afraid you’ll have to go and stay with your grandparents in Dorset.’

  ‘Leave London
? But it’s still term time. I haven’t taken my shorthand exam yet and I’ve been working so hard, even though I hate it.’

  ‘I’m sorry, Miranda. Thanks to the Luftwaffe we have no choice. At least I know you’ll be safe and well looked after with Granny and Grandpa. It’s what your papa would want.’ Her voice broke and her eyes were suddenly bright with tears. ‘I am doing this for him and for you, chérie. I don’t want to leave you but we must all do what we can to end this terrible war, and bring our loved ones home.’

  Miranda rose to her feet. ‘I tried to get into your room, Maman. I wanted to salvage something for you but this was all I could save.’ She put her hand in her pocket and took out the photograph of her father. ‘He looks so handsome in his uniform.’

  Jeanne’s lips trembled and she clutched the frame, her eyes bright with unshed tears. ‘My brave girl. Thank you for this, but I can’t take it with me.’ She kissed the photo and handed it back to Miranda. ‘Keep it safe for me, chérie. One day we will all be together again, but not yet.’

  ‘Oh, Maman.’ Miranda wrapped her arms around her mother. ‘I don’t know what I’ll do without you.’

  ‘You will do superbly well, ma chère.’

  They held each other, their tears mingling, but they moved apart as Miss Sharkey barged into the room carrying a tea tray.

  Jeanne looked round, painting a smile on her face. ‘How kind of you, Edith. I’m sorry to put you to so much trouble.’

  Miss Sharkey beamed at her as she put the tray on a table near the window. ‘You are more than welcome, Jeanne. And if you would both like to stay tonight I’ll air the beds in the spare rooms. I so seldom have visitors that it will be quite a treat to have company.’ She glanced at the wall above the cluttered chiffonier, where the faded image of a young man gazed solemnly from a gilded frame, his peaked cap clutched in his hands and a swagger stick tucked beneath his arm. ‘Things would have been so different if Lionel had not been killed at Passchendaele. And now we are at war again. It’s so sad.’ She sat down and began pouring tea into dainty bone china cups. ‘What will you do now?’